你懂嗎?

終於明白你那天的一番話... "一起並不是靠單純的喜歡"
有時即使互相喜歡著,又如何??
存在在兩人之間那層似有還無的阻隔卻不知如何消除, 是因為大家心裡也存在著心結, 或大家為踏出第一步而感到卻步..... 害怕真實的與所想的有出入, 害怕希望幻破.....
也許從那對望的一剎那, 他便看破了一切, 看到她的疑惑, 看到她眼中沒有他的倒影, 只有一團迷霧..... 但他有否想過也許是連她自己也不懂自己, 不懂原來他早已悄悄進佔她心裡, 只是不想承認罷了........
她只是在保護自己....... 不想再受傷害, 卻沒人明瞭.........

Blog

一直也有寫日記的習慣, 喜歡把一些刻骨銘心的事情記錄下來, 希望他日仍舊記得或重溫這份回憶~
漸漸有了BLOG這種物體出現, handwriting的日記似乎就被丟在一旁, 幸好有空還是會update....

其實只是喜歡記事記心情, 尤其記下一些不快的事~!!
須知道開心的事總是易於找人分享, 但不快的事卻並不是人人也願意聽......
曾經聽過一些朋友說他們很怕遇上人訴說自己的不快, 感覺很掃興, 又不知如何給予安慰, 氣氛弄得很尷尬.... 從來要找一個可甘苦與共的朋友, 就是不易.....
除此之外, 有些感覺難以宣之於口, 有時更不希望別人發現心裡所想, 但又不得不找一個渲洩的地方, 而blog絕對是一個可暢所欲言又可隱性埋名的好地方~
且BLOG可以隱晦的含沙射影, 亦可明刀明槍的把那個他罵個狗血淋頭.....
總之就是可盡情發洩.....

過山車

心情如坐過山車

上一秒的快樂,下一秒卻可牽絆著絲絲愁緒
可以因一些微不足道的好事而樂透, 亦可因一些雞毛蒜皮的事而獨自消沉, 感覺尤如心穿了個洞
有時因一些未明的原因而沮喪至極, 但當反問自己一遍又一遍的時候, 那個原因是否會變得明朗??
其實原因早已清晰可見, 只是不願承認吧了~ 於是盡可能把它掩飾著, 瞞騙自己, 或可令自己變得好過, 卻適得其反, 更把自己推進更深的火坑去.......
所以也許易於快樂, 其實只是心裡下意識的想平衡內心的不快, 是否真正快樂可能並不太重要.......

不努力的原因可以是懶, 但又可以是一個藉口或下台階......
害怕努力過後, 得到的卻未如理想....... 害怕因此而質疑自己的能力, 自信心因而崩塌.......
但假若沒有盡力, 至少可以推卸於此, 讓自己沒有那麼難受.....
說穿了, 不過是沒有勇氣面對失敗.............
種種的多愁善感, 也歸根於自己的懦弱.....

也許得先克服這個心理障礙, 才可撇除懶惰....... 這才是問題的癥結所在
也許真正需要得到答案的問題是.... 這到底是否自己想要的結果.....?
否則這個惡性循環只會延續下去.......

路人

過路人: 我在你生命中只是一名過客...
停駐者: 你錯了,你在我生命中有著一雙永不磨滅的足印,反而可能我在你生命中才是一名過客
過路人:某天當你驀然回首,你會發覺我普通不過,甚至不值一提
停駐者:我信當我再回首,你我的那段回憶仍然是美好的
過路人:不要把一切想得那麼肯定,你以為美好,只因你沉醉了,看不清
停駐者:凡是看得太清,反而失去了原有的感動
過路人:你現在是不會明白的!(也許過幾年你便會忘了我)

一年過了,兩年過了,三年........
兩人仍斷續的保持聯絡...
在停駐者的心中,過路人的足印依舊清晰可見...那段回憶至今仍難以遺忘....
那過路人呢?? 是否應該學習相信眼前的美好並不只是一場夢....

停駐者:過路人,你知道嗎?隨著年月的逝去,你在我生命中的份量是有增無減的... 我仍然很興幸在那段旅程中遇上你

緣份也許是我們無法掌握的,但當緣份來到時我們可以選擇抓緊它,還是就此讓它流走....
我信有天會有緣跟你再相見~

Put Your Records On

my fd send me a song,its quite encouraging.after listening this song,u will have full of motivation to do everything!

Three little birds, sat on my window.And they told me I don't need to worry.
Summer came like cinnamonSo sweet,Little girls double-dutch on the concrete.
Maybe sometimes, we got it wrong, but it's alright
And nothing seems to change, and it all will stay the same.
Oh, don't you hesitate.Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.
Blue as the sky, sombre and lonely,
Sipping tea in the bar by the road side,(just relax, just relax)
Don't you let those other boys fool you,Gotta love that awful hairdo.
Maybe sometimes, we feel afraid, but it's alrightThe more you stay the same, the more they seem to change.
Don't you think it's strange?Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.
Just more than I could take, pity for pity's sake
Some nights kept me awake, I thought that I was stronger
When you gonna realise, that you don't even have to try any longer.
Do what you want to.Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.Oh, You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

I should do my best

no matter how hard it is,its the way i chose.i must finish it!
non-stop!!!
if i pay effort,i believe it wont never waste!!just i should pay harder than others...
but i talk to myself,no fear,no frighten.coz i can do it!!!
I DO BELIEVE MYSELF!

Light up

dont know y...suddenly there is full of hope in my mind.i can see the light in front of me.i can find my way.i know i'm not alone,coz i have many fds to support me.Never feel solitude!!! no matter how u frustrate me,i still can stand up by myself and then run again .
Non-stop! i'm running on my way. Fight for my brilliant future!!!